My response to this - Tony made an intolerant shit towards me. He laughed about my disease, and did not stop. He even laughed on vent, when i told him the issue with him. When he realised that he is going to get kicked, he suddenly started to make spam appologies claiming that he didnt mean it despite the fact, that he openly said on the /f chat that he does not care about me, and that he is laughing at me. 2 LT's were on at the time, no one addressed the issue. They just let him talk his shit. When I said - me or him, they kicked him. Now I hear talks about him getting reinvited back. I am not cool with that. I said - if any other issue of this sort will get thrown at me, I said that i will quit, because LT's did not seem to care. Today, I went to sleep, and suddenly my disease kicks in and I have difficulities, and cant handle myself. So i logged on to talk with my friends IRL and cool myself off. the situation - 5 people online[one of them me] 2 my irl friends, whom i needed to speak because of my shit, and 2 people who had nothing to do with it at all. So I assumed that it is okay to /ff and ask for help to calm me down. Hippo suddenly tells me to use english in /ff, I told him - i address my irl friends about my disease issue. I ask him to drop it, he tells me that he will not drop the topic, then i said "Fucking drop it, man!" he said - no he cant and kept on going. I told him - Im sorry, this is an issue with my disease, and i need to address my irl friends, can you please drop it? He of course said - No i will not drop it, if you keep being rude. Then, i just ignored him. I tought - okay, i know that Hippo just dont have anyone to talk with, so he gets into my shit. I can tolerate that. As soon as I heard that Tony will get reinvited - i said. If they invite Tony, i quit. Hippo said - okay. Then i understood that these two put together will most likely result as another issue with me because I am having hard time struggling with my disease. As long as such intolerance is tolerated in the lines of MagC and no one does anything to prevent it - I can not see myself putting effort in something, that makes me feel worse then i do already. Peace - was a good run, those who actually like me.
Subject: Re: Steve Rastazza [quit] ![Steve Rastazza [quit] Icon_minitime](https://2img.net/i/fa/icon_minitime.gif){kind=icon}
Sat Feb 26, 2011 11:29 pm
